Saturday, July 14, 2007

A Leap of Faith???

15 July 2007
Sunday

Had a long talk with Dad. Sounds like a plan, really.

Do I have a choice?

Of course I know I do. The thing is, do I have the proverbial balls and have that fortitude to stand up with the convictions that would go along such decision? I know I should. Dad didn't raise his sons to be sniveling wimps!

But man, it's so friggin difficult, and it would definitely hurt me big time. The problem with me is that I tend to be too idealistic when it comes to issues like this. I'm just blessed that I got very supportive parents. Makes me wonder how life would be without them.

I'm about to make up my mind and convince myself that this is the path I'm going to take.

Brace myself.

This is gonna hurt.




2 comments:

gemma said...

which path might that be?

Frodo said...

Moving on, never to look back. Accept the fact that there's no use wishing and hoping that what we would have wanted would come. No more high expectations.

Ambiguous, I know. Still in denial, I guess. I'm just not ready yet to explain myself. My apologies.